helen-louise (baratron) wrote,

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I am pissed off and want to cry, again.

The GP I saw at college turns out to have been even more crap than I'd previously suspected. Damnit. Just damnit.

There aren't any words for finding out that you've been suffering for a long time for... no reason. I've said for a few months now that I'm sure all my problems are caused by one thing. I'm not wedded to the idea that I have ME, it's just a suggestion - but it does seem to me a lot more likely that I have one illness that's causing all my symptoms, rather than 10 different illnesses. And if I'd known 6 or 7 years ago that I had something that could potentially get worse rather than stay the same or get better, I would have made some very different choices.

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