helen-louise (baratron) wrote,

another of those clues by cognitive therapy

Whenever I go through my old lj entries (particularly those from the summer of 2002), I'm struck by just how much angst there is. And a lot of it I feel would be much better made private.

But why should I censor my past to make myself seem cooler? I have had angst in my life, and I'm still here and still dealing with it (and a lot of it's dealt with). Doesn't that mean that, rather than being someone to be pitied, I rock?

Now why can't I convince myself of that?

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