So between pain and all-over itchiness, I got all of 2 hours sleep last night. Slept from maybe 7.20-9.20am, woke up to ring work, and then stark raving insomnia set in, and although I was too tired to move, I couldn't sleep either. Joy and bliss. Eventually drifted off again sometime this afternoon.
I desperately need to do something about the gallstones, but not only do I have my initial fear of the operation to deal with, I have all the traumatic stuff that happened last time, which I'm really not dealing with. Need to get my head fixed before I can get the gallstones fixed, but I still don't know how to get my head fixed :/ Blah.