Been feeling blah for a couple of days. Basically ok, but tired and a bit depressed. Having a bit of a bad patch because I'm getting to the end of my busy time at work, and the whole summer is stretching out before me, and I'm worried that I'll just waste it. When my work-for-money stops for the summer I'm supposed to do work in the home, and I have boxes and boxes of paperwork that need sorting, and piles and piles of paperwork that need to be put into boxes, and it's all a bit overwhelming right now. The house has been a tip since February or March, and I've been saying to all the students that come here that it'll be sorted out when I'm less busy - and now I am less busy, and I can't face it.

I need a holiday.

Tags: house, introspection
Current Mood: blah