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overcoming jealousy through SEVERE DRAMA, or something - helen-louise
overcoming jealousy through SEVERE DRAMA, or something
It's been quite a week. TOO MUCH WORK combined with technological issues, and one of my dear ones suffering from a severe attack of the Drama Queen Who Eats Spoons And Gives None Back. (Said DQ has now stormed off in a massive explosion of rage and will be troubling my love no more, hooray!). Have also been very chronic fatigue-y, as in tired and achy all the time, while also having trouble falling asleep, staying asleep, and weird-ass dreams that have left me waking up panicky and shaky. One of these things may be connected to the other.

I have two half-written livejournal posts saved on the computer here that I ran out of time/energy to finish. Got to go to work soon (I only really put the laptop on to write an invoice). But I wanted to record that I went to bed last night at 3.30am and didn't get up today until 2.15pm (though I woke up at 7, and got woken up around 10, and again around 12), and consequently feel almost like a human being. Also, I feel very pleased with myself that I sent my partner a text message yesterday along the lines of "Enjoy your date with [other partner I have historically been jealous of]" and MEANT it. She deserved to have fun with someone after the stressful few days with the Drama Queen, and I was too busy for it to be me. So I was pleased that someone was available, even if I have had problems with them in the past. I feel all Mature Poly Person now.

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From: kshandra Date: 29th February 2008 16:22 (UTC) (Link)
Some days, the destination is far more important than the route you took to get there.

From: artremis Date: 29th February 2008 21:30 (UTC) (Link)
you are very lovely.
hope more spoonfulness happens soon
firecat From: firecat Date: 1st March 2008 04:49 (UTC) (Link)
the Drama Queen Who Eats Spoons And Gives None Back


Also: Yay for reduced jealousy.
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