helen-louise (baratron) wrote,

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I am bloody ill *grumble*. Though not as bloody ill as I have been the last few days. Or at least, bloody ill in a different way.

I've spent four or five days with increasingly bad depression, anxiety and agoraphobia. On Tuesday, it was so bad that when I woke up I was too panicky to leave the bedroom for half an hour or so. When I went into the computer room to see if Richard had taken the laptop to work, I started whimpering pitifully, and went from that to crying every couple of minutes. How wonderful. I seem to be back to my normal level of depression now, but I've got a bloody cold instead, with a raging sore throat. This is a truly great way to be ill if your job requires you to talk on the phone all day long.

That's it, I just wanted to rant :)

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