helen-louise (baratron) wrote,
helen-louise
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Is this as good as the whole world's gonna get?

I've changed my livejournal mood theme, for this one. I was bored with the old one, as I'd had it practically since I started using livejournal. When I looked through the list of possible options, I found quite a few that I liked, but opted in the end for one that someone's put a huge amount of work into and that I haven't seen anyone else use before.

My actual mood is complicated. I can tell how depressed I am by the fact that I've gone hungry for two hours because the pan that I usually make pasta in was dirty from the last time I made pasta, and I couldn't face washing it up. The solution of simply using another pan didn't even occur to me. Aye, I need to sort out my hormones soon.


8am with a coffee kick start
Step outside to my broken down car
I know I've forgotten my pack of cigarettes
The whole day's like a slow train coming
Sometimes I find myself running
Tell me man is this as good as the whole world's gonna get?

I get the feeling it's a new day, sun is rising
I get the feeling everything is gonna change.

Search the road for some friendly faces
My legs lead me to some strung out places
My mind burns with the words that I forget
I don't seem to be able to lose me
I warm the streets that shake and bruise me
Tell me man is this as good as the whole worlds gonna get?

I get the feeling this was sent to test me
Can I please get someone to bless me
I still forgot those damn cigarettes
Cos I travel in my own illusion
Cut a path through all the confusion
Tell me man is this as good as the whole world's gonna get?

I get the feeling it's a new day, sun is rising
I get the feeling everything is gonna change.

I fall asleep with the TV too loud
Spending time staying in with the out crowd
Dreams come and leave me in cold sweats
Tomorrow feels like a new day coming
I can't see it being all for nothing
And I know it's as good as the whole world's gonna get.
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