My spoon levels are so, so low at the moment. My life consists of working for money, playing Sims 3, listening to the new Freezepop album, and sleeping. If I didn't work from home, I wouldn't actually be able to work at all, because I only have enough energy to leave the house once or twice a week. I lose two or three complete days a week to sleep as it is. Stupid body. Stupid chronic fatigue.

I remember fondly the life I used to have where I did college work and work for money at the same time, and still had enough spare energy to see people and go out for dinner a couple of times a week. Where did that go? I'd be concerned if I didn't have such clear symptoms of my particular chronic fatigue illness and a lack of symptoms of anything else - and if I was too tired to think, which mostly isn't the case. Various stuff helps - vitamin pills, more protein in my diet, the physiotherapy which I'm supposed to do all the time and mostly don't.

Though it occurs to me - isn't this Tuesday a second Tuesday of the month? Shouldn't it be Bisexual Underground? I have nothing else planned for Tuesday, so maybe I can sleep all day and go into London in the evening. That'd be nice.

Tags: chronic fatigue, spoon management
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