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General state of the h-l update

So I haven't written anything here in over 2 months, which is probably the longest I've ever gone without updating this journal since it's existed. Mostly this has been because I've been busy enough to lack spare energy to write about what I'm doing, combined with the fact that what I'm doing isn't even interesting, but also because I need a new phone. My phone is an HTC Desire Z which is at least 4 years old, and it's reached the point of unreliability where it randomly reboots itself with no warning. Also its hardware keyboard (the main reason why I've kept this phone for so long - I find touch screen typing very difficult) randomly misses keystrokes or adds extra ones. To add even more insult, I can't even comment on some people's livejournals because I can't open the "comments" pages from my phone web browser - it just gets stuck in a loop of reloading the post without the comments. Bah.

Some good and interesting things have happened. We went to the Jettblack album release party, which was held in a basement bar in Soho down a terrifying flight of stairs - which necessitated the band members carrying my wheelchair down the stairs! Also we went to see Ginger Wildheart's Songs and Words show in Leeds, which was extremely moving and also hilarious. Since I'm a member of G.A.S.S. we also went to the Meet and Greet where I gave Ginger a t-shirt that I'd seen online and thought he might like the slogan of... and he told us how his youngest child believes that Lemmy is his grandad! The next day we met up with some of my friends from Pokecharms, and went around the Royal Armouries. This was delightful since we're all video gamers and were looking at old swords and armour going "That's like the $fill_in_the_blank armour from Skyrim!"

My chronic fatigue is still crap. I got the results of my blood test back on Tuesday and discovered that my TSH level is now 1.31 - which is well within normal by every reference range I've ever seen! So... it's not my thyroid making me exhausted all the time. Going to get my vitamin D level checked again because a few years ago, the anticonvulsant I take as a mood stabiliser was destroying all the vitamin D in my body. But given that I take a high dose vitamin D every other day, that might not be the problem at all.

Also, the Mirena coil and I are officially Not Friends. For the past few months I have had uterine cramping like period pain for 3 weeks out of every 4. It's been starting at ovulation and lasting all the way round until I stop bleeding. I eventually decided that Enough Was Enough and went to get the Mirena taken out. Apparently it was still in the right place, it hadn't shifted or anything, and so the gynaecologist was extremely mystified about why it had been causing me so much pain.

But ye gods, it was debilitating. All day every day for those three weeks I had enough pain that I really needed to take painkillers, except I couldn't because you can't take paracetamol every day. So I was having to juggle constant uterine pain along with my back pain and leg pain.

I got the thing out on Tuesday. I felt better immediately, despite my uterus having been severely prodded. It's now Friday and I have a period due to removal of progesterone supplement, which is heavier than anything I've had since August because the hormone in the Mirena suppresses the growth of uterine lining (which was why I wanted it). My uterus is cramping and my legs ache like hell, and I am feeling SO MUCH BETTER than I have for the past couple of months. Seriously, this feels like the totally normal period pain I've had once a month since I was 10, as opposed to the completely debilitating and exhausting pain that I've had for the past couple of months.

Apparently I really should have gone to get the Mirena taken out sooner, except I just couldn't believe it was that causing the problem. Nowhere is "being in pain three weeks out of four" mentioned as a possible side-effect.

At least having the hormone applied directly to my reproductive system stopped me from having any psychiatric side-effects. I've been emotionally stable since August. I spent a few hours on Tuesday night being simultaneously EXTREMELY ANGRY and wanting to cry, and that's been it for the hormone withdrawal.

I don't know what to do about contraception now though. There's a huge list of options, but for me, with my medical history and other medication, they get reduced to copper coil or make do with condoms. (I might be able to use the nuvaring? The list here does say that it is "affected by other medications" though, and I'm on carbamazepine which is a cytochrome P450 inducer and thus interferes with Everything). Why is it still up to the woman anyway? I have a perfectly healthy man who isn't on any other medication. I'm not going to ask him to get sterilised because I don't believe in asking anyone to do anything I'm not willing to do myself, plus he is more squeamish than me - but why can't he get an implant of some sort? Bah.
Tags: blood test results, chronic fatigue, contraception, metal!!, music, travel, wheelchairs
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